Loved and lost

I was fed up of this life
being all alone
wished i had sum1
whom i could adore

then i saw ur face
from a place too far
wished i could be
right where you are

but that was a wish
that could never come true
still the fondness of u
in my heart grew

i stood in the sun all day long
4 a glimpse of u
but u never seem to understand
what u already knew

I have had my highs
i have had my lows
but never had anything
to bring u close

was it my love
or it was just my lust
whatever it was
has been mixed with dust

i may have been childish
i may have been unfair
but u never acted
like u cared

i tried to go
and leave u alone
thought u ll realize
when i ll be gone

but u found sumone
to share ur life
and i was left alone
with my tears to wipe

The truth of life

THE DAY COMES,WHEN I DIE,
MANY FEEL SAD AND MANY CRY.
I LIE ON THE GROUND,DRESSED IN A WHITE SHROUD,
COOL AND CALM ON THE FACE, UNEFFECTED BY THE CROWD.

MY RELATIVES AND FRIENDS,ALL GATHER AT MY PLACE,
THEY MOURN FOR SOME REASON,WHICH I COULD NOT GUESS.
SOME WEEP THROUGH THEIR MINDS,SOME WEEP THROUGH THEIR HEARTS.
THEY ARE JEALOUS OF MY PEACE, AS THEY CAN'T TROUBLE ME NOW.

SOME RELATIVES AND FRIENDS, WHO LOVED ME A LOT,
CARRIED ME OUT OF MY HOUSE, TO A CREMATORIUM.
THEY SET ME ON FIRE, AND WAITED TILL I AM BURNT.

THEN THEY CRIED FOR HOURS,FOR DAYS AND WEEKS,
SOME CRIED FOR THE FRIENDSHIP, THAT I COULDN'T CARRY ON.
SOME CRIED FOR THE RELATIONS, THAT WERE ALL BROKEN DOWN.
THEIR WAS A SELFISH MOTIVE, BEHIND THEIR CRYING,
THEY LOVED ME A LOT, BUT I SHOWED NO SUCH SIGN.

I FELT VERY SAD, ON SEEING THEM CRY.
I FOUND THAT I WAS JUST AN ACTOR OF A SKIT,
MY TIME WAS OVER, AND I HAD TO SPLIT.
SUDDENLY, I REMEMBERED THE AIM, FOR WHICH I WAS THERE,
I NEVER BOTHERED OF IT, WHEN THE TIME WAS THERE.

IT WAS MY DEATH, WHICH MADE ME REALISE
THAT I WAS SO ATTACHED, TO THIS MARVELLOUS PLAY OF LIFE.
AND FORGOT THE AIM,TO SEARCH THE ALMIGHTY,
WHO IS THERE WITH US,BUT IN DISGUISE.
MY DEATH MADE ME REALISE, THIS TRUTH OF LIFE..

I am waiting alone

None beside me had to wait
Everyone was passing by
I loved the very state
It was raining from the sky

It was cold and a sweet scent
I sat down beyond a lonely tree
The pitter patters that rain sent
I heard, none cared to see

Everyone Running Somewhere
I suddenly smiled for nothing
They liked the way I stare
And Robins began to sing

Nobody, just me, just this rain
And it reminded something deep
As clouds gathered, a cruel pain
I looked away, I was to weep

And questions again fogging my brain
With passers by now almost gone
I have this strange feeling again
I can’t take it, not when I’m alone.

Rain was hiding my tears,
I was crying, like every day,
Sad, As rain so appears,
And my pain gets in the way

I felt many a rain drop
My heart started to pound
I felt like it’s going to stop
Rain, Oh! How sad does it sound?

I lay down, with everyone gone,
Wishes I do have some
I wait yet alone,
Knowing She will not come.